If you look back over the past few years, is there anything you would do differently?
Anything and everything. I would be braver Julie. I am not very brave and still given the opportunity now I cannot be as brave as I would like.
I think I would not have fretted about eliciting my non Dom hub's permission to explore this thing in me. That was just a disaster. To trust him with that assurance. I think I would have just moved on with secrecy. A lot less heart ache I think. Maybe not, but one always wonders.
I would have believed in how beautiful I am. I would not have allowed my head to believe that I was not an adorable, sexy woman/girl. I would have believed in myself deep inside as much as Sir believes in me.
Moving even further back..if I'd have known in my youth what I know about me today, I would have sought out a Dominant kinkster mate. A 24/7 kinky lover to care for me and me Him. I would have thrived all my life as a beautiful and strong sub woman.
But! you can't go back...no names, no pack drill. No regrets.