So long and so involved,
so up and so down,
so soft and so hard.
I have begun to live outside my husbands world. Outside his reach. Just baby steps, but I have begun. To break away from that which is smothering me. Holding me down, pulling me back. It makes it easier to like him in a way.
I have sent a request to fetblogger.com as a direct consequence of the blogger/google censorship fiasco. I will be exploring the option of another blog, even a new title. I will be exploring the submissive diaries. I would like to somehow cart everything in here off to there, we shall see. More to follow.
It has been a tough week with Sir (Hasn't it Sir?). A hiccough in our time together, but a brave girl like me always tries to tackle things head on.
I am coming back to posting I think. Finding me.. shedding my skin, holding my vulnerable self and embracing her warmly. Being kind to me, nurturing me. Loving me. Its hard but I have resolved to begin.