Saturday, October 25, 2014

Submission nine revisited in the 30 days of submission


9) Do you accept and/or expect structure, rules and limits as a part of your submission? How do you feel about them? ....Revisited

impressed  with the answer to no. 21 Mentor Daddy has asked that I revisit submission 9 and identify if there have been any changes. In 2012 I answered this question here. Back then I was very inexperience with rules in real time with Local D. Now rules come and go in reality and that's possibly as life in another relationship demands. That is the worst part of life with Dominant and life with non-Dom.

The short answer to the question at hand is YES! More than accepting or expecting rules, structure and limits, I need them. I am a girl who needs to be controlled and rules are an extension of that when physically we are not together. It makes me feel cared for. (I do know how twisted that sounds in a vanilla sense but in the Daddy/girl dynamic, it is perfectly sane). I love that it gives Him pleasure. It is easier to make decisions if I know the rules. I hate to have choice. It is fun, titillating and exciting to have the rules and know that there are consequences for flouting them (and I often do as I am  naughty little brat also!).

Rules are a part of my submission and if circumstances were different and I belonged 24/7 to my Daddy Dom I would be under more strict and constant rules (that in and of itself scares me I must admit.) I have learned though that I can ask for changes to rules in a moment - May I please please please please wear panties Daddy cos I have to go to the doctors appointment...or the dentist? There is nothing like the vulnerability this lil girl feels as she lay on her back, mouth open and knickers off under the hands of a man who holds bright steely silver instruments of torture!

I am a girl who needs to be controlled. I need rules, structure and limits.
from the Interweb


 

1 comment:

  1. Like you, my need for structure and rules has increased over time. Choice is also something I struggle with, along with actually making decisions. These are much easier when I need to consider what His view would be. Great to read L. xxx

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