There is always a part of me, greedy and impatient that wants more.
more punishment (though punishment of a physical nature doesn't work for me...I do naughty things just to receive a spank or slap).
Punishment to me is denial. Not denial of the big O or the girl touching but denial of his touch, denial of his attention is punishment cruel and unbecoming. Denial makes me sick with need, desperate with desire, and devastated with longing.