He will shake it up..I have asked him, begged him to push me.
"I need you to control everything, I need you to make all the decisions with out fear or favour."
I am nervous and very excited. I need to break free. I am drowning in a life that isn't meeting my needs as a person, a woman or a girl. Local D takes me away from that. He will push me further than he has before. There will be new implements and new toys and I will take him a present. I sent him a picture of it.
"Sir, look at what I have found..is this something you might like?"
After a series of texts, a phone call and a negotiation with the holder of the flogger, Sir sealed the deal and instructed me with,
So I have wrapped it with a red ribbon and will take it to him this Friday at the specified time (not a minute later). He is looking forward to stinging my arse with it. I need him to sting my arse with it. I am filled with excitement and trepidation. He will make sure I leave carrying his marks.
The flogger although supple, feels severe under my fingertips. I derive a certain macabre sense of excitement from knowing that I will take him the leather which will cause me more than a little discomfort as he wields it toward my tender flesh.
|a present for Sir - photographer ...Me!|