Friday, June 29, 2012

breathing

I have taken the plunge, I am breathing.

I know this sounds strange and a little flakey, but I swear I am breathing more deeply, more evenly and just so relaxed.

The date came around again. I dressed, I was excited...no fear, just pure excitement. I felt sexy, strong. I felt so beautiful.

He took me through the range of emotion that I love so much. The kinky little bitch loves to feel fear, loves to be brought to tears. He did that. He appreciated me, he brought me to my knees. Giggling, laughing..screaming in pain, fearing it but wanting it. Kinky lil bitch.

I just can't believe it is so much fun!

Today, my breath is deep, all the way to the bottom of my lungs. Pure and healing. I am walking tall and the world is amazingly bright.

I think I need another hit before it wears off!

Photographer: www.rauldap.com

7 comments:

  1. Pure and healing and the world is so bright and we are beautiful.

    I got a hit yesterday too :)

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    1. how lovely Emen...were we, on opposite sides of the world screaming and breathing in unison? ;)

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    2. It's very hot to think so.

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  2. I loved this, fear is an emotion i really get a buzz out of but i find it hard to explain because in that moment im really genuinely afraid even though i know im safe....its afterwards i think its when i get that buzz of contentment, one similar to being on a high.

    tori

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    1. yes Tori...oh that buzz..i think i am still on cloud 9...high in the sky. But the fear..its the adrenline..havi that rush but knowing in your heart, believing you are safe.

      L

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  3. Wonderful; I am so pleased for you! Fear is a great emotion when followed so closely with pain, joy, desire and pleasure. Well done you!

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    1. thanks Joolz..yes the whole range of emotion that we don;t get to experence safely in everyday life is a wonderful thing to fall into.

      L

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