Feeling the guilt of the good mother and wife but nonetheless I cannot be dissuaded.
It has been a terribly difficult year.
2011..I hate it. Most of this year has been a roller coaster which I know I will survive..I have before (oh the Drama!).
The only way I can survive it though is to run. I am not going forever, just a couple of weeks, to get my head together, to get settled and balanced again. To wash everything that was this last few months away. To feel cool water and warm sunshine on my face. To walk, to photograph the stars..capture them. Maybe then I can return and be the woman my family deserves and the woman I deserve myself to be. I can return to the delicious little whore, wiggle my arse and smile back over my shoulder :)
I have held it together for everyone until recently, but now I have dropped my own bundle like I have never experience before.
I am worried I won't come home,
..but I will..I have a plane ticket!
So in a couple of days I will run, leaving 2011 behind me.
I will face this kind of year again though hopefully not for a while.
2012 is going to be better, I know it.
|artist unknown..but what a beautiful picture.. anyone know?|