Have you ever reached that 'oh shit' moment, that one where you hope its going to be OK but it has the potential to go horribly wrong?
I have trusted. My trust has not been betrayed and deep down I think it won't be.
But I have done it. Bit by bit I revealed my secrets. Revealed the doozy that I have kept so close. I know he is reading this..another of my 'rules' broken....Never let a Man or hub know this blog is here. These inner thoughts of me..this other she in me.
Quite recently, I told my husband P, it exists though he doesn't know what it is, where it is and he is content to leave me to 'think' in private.